Friday, April 16, 2010

Justification and Self-Love

I'm really good at justifying things.  Granted, I'm better at it when it's for my benefit.  Still, I think I could pull it off for just about anything.  So, if you need to justify something but can't quite come up with it, I'm your girl. 

A couple of months ago a priest told me in the confessional that I was awfully hard on myself and that I needed to learn to love myself a little better.  No offense to him, but I think it was a line.  I'm pretty sure a good 90% of my sins are due to ego.  I really do think highly of myself.  Luckily I have great friends and family who put up with it (coincidentally, I also think that they are better than everybody else).  And because God is better than me, my absolution that day in the confessional was still valid even though I thought I knew better than the priest.  How can I not love myself?  Even God thinks I'm hot stuff.

I can even justify my ego. ;)

1 comment:

  1. Honesty! I love it! I also think that most of my sin is due to my over-inflated ego. It's shameful, really. And often I recognize it when it is happening. But, geez, sometimes I just can't stop myself...

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